Uncertain…
Tuesday, August 23rd, 2005imes fly by and One begins to wonder if One’s ability and One’s doing has been enough. When I think about this, I think of the movie ‘Bicentennial Man’. Remember that movie starring Robin Williams? That was a great movie.
Has what I have been doing been enough? Have I done what I have wanted to do? Have I been with the people I wanted to be? Am I with the person I wanted to be? So many questions and no apparent answer in sight. What should I do? Who should I meet? Who should I talk to?
All my life to my remembrance, I have probably going on a one track journey. No lefts rights or any sorts of deviations. I feel so lost. Looking at everybody around me I wonder if they have the same problem as I do. Why am I even writing this blog? Is it to gain sympathy? To get attention? I feel like theres something large missing in my life and I have a feeling its right in front of me facing me. The problem is I don’t know what it is! It’s just there in front of my face, staring at me, beseeching me to come get it. To claim it is mine… Is it a somebody? Is it a something? Ir is it something that only your heart can see? I wish I knew what it is…
Why am I doing this? What am I looking for? Probably in the end I would never know…
Nuf’ Said. LaterZ.



