Endless Days, Endless Nights…
There are times when I think that there is simply no time to spend just for myself. Wether its just for small personal pleasure or just for the heck of it. I use to have time to just go out during the weekends and spend time with my cousins bowling or just going for drinks. Nowadays, the time I have I spend it with close friends playing Warcraft Dota after dinner and drinks. A few hours of gaming then, its back home resting for the coming weekday. Oh wait, This week I didn’t HAVE a weekend! I was working one whole week straight including Saturday and Sunday. Coming in at 9.30 and leaving the office between 9 to midnight. What was I doing? Slogging it out for a Government tender with 4 other freelance designers. Oh the wonders of staying in the whole day facing the screen of the monitor and wondering if its night or day, sunny or rainy or if somebody was wondering why am I not home yet?
Ugh, maybe i’m thinking too much of whats going to happen or things that has already happened. Come to think of it, I don’t even know why I’m thinking it in the first place. I usually live my life one day at a time not thinking about tomorrow or the days past. You know the phrase? “Carpe Diem” Live for today, Forget about tomorrow. These are te words that I live by. What ever the consiquences i’ll pay for it later. Enjoy the Now.
But why of all days am I thinking about these things now? I guess i’ll never know. Its just one of those days after a terribly hectic week without a pause. Now I have a splitting headache. Oh well, I guess some people write in Diaries, notebooks hidden under carpets. I write in my Blogs for the whole world to see and its open to comments. now how sad is that? I guess One will never know. One will only just live his life…
Thank you for reading a boring Diary…
