Adjay77’s Memories…

There are some things in life that you may have no control over. Its something that everybody goes through. Either its at work, at home, in the car; and even at time in places one would think nothing would go wrong (usually). In Your Own Mind.
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You must be wondering what i’m blabbering about. I’m just looking for an outlet to vent out my frustration and it seems like Bloggin is one of those unfortunate places people come and actually ‘vent’ out or people ‘venting’ in. And for those unfortunate enough to open my Blogger and begin reading this… Oops…
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“To Err is Human, To Forgive is Devine…”
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Such a deep statement, and I sometimes wonder “who the hell came up with this kind of stuff?” Human is being human, thats what I think. Whatever shit happens is caused by something that you or somebody else did. No two ways about it, except if you think of it in a spiritual way. Cause and Effect. Action and Reaction. Remember these extracts? Hmm, feel like watching Matrix all the sudden…
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“It is Gods Design. Life; Fate; Destiny; is moved by the Hand of God. And Death is its Consort.”
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Herecy! Pagan! Is that something somebody with religious belief’s would think? In truth, I don’t know. I’m beginning to sound like some bloody Oracle or just a bad version of the Fortune Teller I see in those Mega Malls. Its the way we live, the lifestyle, even the air we breath thats slowly corrupting our souls to damnations. The bottom line is; well, what i’m trying to say is; there are F**ked up days, and there ARE more F**ked up days. And I guess i’m having one of those days. Everybody and everything is the enemy and out to get you. And no matter what you do, you get swallowed by it little by little. In the End, all there is to accompany you is Loneliness.
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Its always by you, with you, In you. Holding you in its cold embrace. Comfort? Fear? What is it that you feel before the Darkness slowly shrouds you in its endless Depths? Whats left?
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Theres only Madness. For those who was Done ME wrong, beware my vengence. Revenge is best harbored till it festers for when IT appears, it will flood even the purest souls. It is Penance and I am the Fire. The satisfaction of Revenge is always so bitter sweet.
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28 years on this Earth, and there has only been two that has seen my other self. My other side which I desperately fight with every single day. But there are moments that Temptation is such sweet nectar. What would happen to the people I Care and Love if my Darker side wins? Who will save my Soul then?
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Thank You for listening to my crying Heart. Nuf’ Said. LaterZ.

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