Time Just Flies By…
Tuesday, October 30th, 2007I can’t believe its almost to the end of the year. I can’t believe so much has happened to me it feels like I was dreaming. But in truth, it was too real for the mind to comprehend. There were times of Joy. Days of heartbreak and tears. Time for searching for oneself and peace of mind and heart. Time for healing and rediscovery. Its been a while since I wrote in my Blog, and now when things are getting better that I feel that I can finally share again.
The heart does heal in time, but the feeling of lost still remains when you put your mind, body and soul into something that you cherish. And when its lost, we feel like crumpling and disappear into the evening breeze. But even then, life will still go on just like seeds sprouting after a fire. It will grow and it will grow strong.
Actually this is for those who stood by me, comfort me, spoke to me, listened to me when I was at my lowent moment. They know who they are and I thank God that I have friends like them. Friends whom I can call Brother and Sister. Family. Even through the most painful of times, they were with me always, if not in body but also in spirit. Like a broken seed, a flower will bloom from it and I found that flower again to brighten my heart. Though it is still young, and the future still unknown, I’m happy that I can share again my Heart. Though slightly reluctantly, but surely. My mind is now towards the now and maybe towards the future. But I still remember the past and wondered, "what if..?" I almost forgotten my own motto during my fall. Carpe Diem Guam Credula Postero ‘Pluck The Day, Never Trust The Next, "Odes" (I.11.8) Horace.
I’m in a good place now, better, stronger. My mind, body and heart healing. Slowly. This is for you my friends. Thank You. Thank You from the bottom of my Heart.
